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Small Things Are What Matter

“I find in general people have very little understanding of who they are. One has to turn a blind eye to so much of oneself in order to get through life.”

When I joined here as a new start of my career, I set a few goals for myself to accomplish within the airline. I used my ID tickets to make most of my trips and had never thought I'd ever get to so many countries in my young 20s. I cherished what I had, and was glad I had the chance to explore the world.​(#TPE #NRT #KIX #NGO #HKG #ICN #LHR #AMS #BRU #CDG #BKK #USM #LAX)

“Who am I? ”

I asked myself, again and again.

“Small things are what matter."

To put every moment into memories, I loved to take photos for these little things whenever I received from my colleagues. This is my way to store, to share, and to love. As long as they flew somewhere new, they brought me something. (Yea!PRESENT!)

From a newbie, a trainer, to a veteran, especially with my batch mates who have been together for such a long time. From now on, I know I will be far far away from you, from here, and from the sky. I will forever be thankful to this, and for the incredible people I’ve met and worked with.

NEVER, NEVER give up on your dreams. Do what ever makes you happy, and don't stop until you are proud.

Miss you always, my fortune my beloved. ;)

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「我懷著當初那份不敢置信的榮譽感，離開了我如此熱愛的地方。」

謝謝這雙翅膀，讓初入社會的我比別人幸運，能在各個國度與角色裡成長。「我常常覺得自己很幸運，但也很害怕是不是能再幸運第二次。」我看著正在倒著比利時啤酒的母親這麼說。「哪種幸運？」「可以帶你到處飛的滿足感呀。」那時的我與母親正在挑戰我們首次的歐洲自由行，而這也是自從我到台北念書後與母親單獨相處最長的一段日子。

我想起一年多前身為大學畢業生的徬徨，努力地思考納塔莉波曼在哈佛的演講致詞，「缺乏經驗」讓人感到沒自信，想循著別人的遊戲規則前進，但它卻是最大的資產，因為你所知道唯一做事的方式，就是用自己的方式。我呢？我唯一能做到最好的就是發展自我，去決定自己的體驗吧！所以當他們終於選了我的時候，我其實也在過程中找到自己，怎麼說呢，對外是一種光是穿著制服就能感到驕傲的成就感；對內則是一種能與工作夥伴互相支持幫忙的歸屬感。

這個行業能讓你看到社會上的各種縮影，從每架飛機每個艙等裡看盡階級與貧富。就像走在倫敦街頭也會破滅那樣，並不是每個角落都像明信片一樣亮麗。我滿懷感激，不停地在這樣的矛盾裡找尋平衡，走得越來越穩，也越來越想填補心中的不足。

機場通行證無法感應的那一刻開始，我才真正感受到自己成了外人。不管未來多挫折都要謹記初衷，別讓他們後悔，也別遺失自己。社會化後，我們都不會是原來的我們了，死也要守住自己還願意善良的心，要保持微笑，要學會替自己療傷。

謝謝我所遇見的每個人，我會永遠記得你們的擁抱、加油與不捨。我生命中的第一個人生禮物。:)

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